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ordered Ammanfrom his room and disolved into a flood of tears on the bed. He refused any contact with anyone and sulked in his room the remainder of the day and night. The next morning, however, he appeared for breakfast dressed in what he called his "prettiest morning frock", apologized sweetly to Amman, kissed her cheek, and asked her to help him apply his eye makeup.

(4) At a point in this period when subject was shown a photograph of himself fully dressed and made up, but with his hair still short, he stated with every evidence of sincerity and ingenu- ousness, "My, I look almost like a school boy dressed in his older sister's clothing." Both Fraulein Mannstein and Amman stated that in their opinion subject was physically almost completely feminized. The sole remaining masculine traits were a certain awk- wardness in walk and posture, some residual masculine gestures, and a certain, but undefinable lack of gracefulness.

G. 1 December 1937 31 May 1938: During this period the process of feminization of subject continued, with excellent progress observed. Of interest were the two temper tantrums by the subject. On 17 January 1938, after listening to a radio pro- gram about a group of men exploring in Africa, subject again, as in November 1937, cried out that he was being feminized against his will and that he would not stand for it and fled sobbing to his room. The next day subject behaved as what could now be con- sidered normally, that is, as a woman.

On 4 April 1938, after watching with me some young men playing soccer, subject again became hysterical, tore off his cloth- ing, smeared his make-up and swore at me in the most violent manner. Clad only in yellow satin corset he flung himself on me, scratching, biting and pummelling. I slapped his face.

He stared at me, shocked and astonished, and as I had to show who was master, I slapped his face again and told him to try to behave like a lady. He burst into tears, fell at my knees and begged me to return his manhood. He said he wanted to play

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